Courtney Rae (beach182bum) wrote,
Courtney Rae

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Last night my grandma Loni passed away at the hospital...she was really sick but i didn't expect it... i spent the night throwing up once again, when am i gonna stop LOSING people i care so much about?? I kind of want to write her eulogy and speak at the funeral.. but then again i don't know if i could make it through, it'd be so hard.
I blame my mom for being such a piece of shit to her, i hate that bitch so much and i hope she gets everything that's coming to her because she DESERVES IT.
My dad told me last night when i came downstairs he gave me a kiss and said "grandma died" i just fell, i can't believe all of this is happening.

at least she isn't sick anymore, right???:(

i n e e d t o g e t a w a y
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